Satanic Mantra Of Mine

Angel

2008-12-26T19:40:00+02:00

I born to be good
to serving the good
I started to pileing your dreams,
your wishes
and I can't be a human
not even a God
I'm the odd man here, in strange land
far away from home

Sing to your night
hold it tight
there you can find a resting place
to yur guilty to your lies
and no one watches you to eyes
no oe asks your name
and with my iron bar
I will herd you

I won't bow
not ash, not dust
I didn't learn to humbling
not apologising
So I won't bow,'not ash, not dust
I'm not gonna cry
not gonna ask for mercy

You can have everything if you lay down and bow!

I am the fire from the air
the first angel
and I won't humble in front of the people
only in fron of my own envy
and sometimes I really miss lap
where I can rest myself
the ray of hope to my dark nation

Melancholy

2008-12-13T20:44:00+02:00

How I hate words, how I hate writing
I'm just walkind circle in my empty house

My thoughts are just nothing and hopes like morning cobweb
Whole life is just pain and ash

Wining from love and howling from desire
they're turning around the city looking for blood

To their own dark castles, behind the walls
The most fearfuls hide to hatching their ghosts

And is world just a nightmare without waiking up?
Or life just a wisper opposite two emptys

Time is running, clocks are galloping
many poor, grave and brave
So before the night walk on the bright side
but beware the legion of murdermans
Just don't go with them
who don't believe in anything anymore

Ei otsikkoa

2008-12-11T09:42:00+02:00

His Infernal Majesty Is The Power To Love You Once More

and

I never

stop loving you

'cause

the world's ending soon

The Meaning of Living

2008-12-11T09:33:00+02:00

I woke up to watch the sun

It was just going down

And for a moment I was thinking who I am

and what is this place

Who knows how I was messing yesterday

but now it's a headache and i wonder why

I dunk myself that kind

Sense is telling should go home

the party's finish now

The Grave

2008-12-11T09:05:00+02:00

Did you love when you were young?

Or was it just a guess?

Did you feel God when you helped them?

Or was it even helping?

You can do what ever you want

and no one still understands

You can say what ever you want

and no one still hears

Did you feel they were all your friends

or were they betrayers?

Were you sick as they told me

or were they sick?

Ant that's how he walks

on long road to the castle

And there's she's waiting for him

He's standing in silence

staring straight trough the stone

until he finally falls down

Slashing Love

2008-11-18T16:56:00+02:00

I stay laying into your arms
When I first have slashed them to wounds
I don't need anyone, just listening you
And then mangling you face to more beauty
I could kiss you all the time, caress with a knife
And when I start to hit you again
Just remember that I do it for love

Come closer, lay down for a while, feel my warm hand
Hear my voice running through your head so
you can hear how I love you
You're more that a God to me, understand
that love is giving and taking
And to name of love you could take the axe
and hit me
That's love, dear and soon I'll come to you

I draw your name on to my flesh
(You can show your love many ways)
There is nothing as beauty as giving your life together
I slash your name on to my flesh
(I consecrated with my own blood debts)
And carrying dead love into your arms

I get dunk on you, motion of your hips makes me sighing
Love between us has made your wrists bleeding
Water is like a wine when we lay together
in the cold bath, I can't get enough of your empty eyes
I look you in the eyes with all my love
I drown into a blue crystal, feels like I'm laying on the clouds
And love is moving its nails on your skin
I'm skinning with the joy and you're laying there with your sides on slash

I need blood, so consider once
before you let me close to you, 'cause I will tan your children
And you too will die, you gonna come to hell with me
Flames are licking your body, you're dancing with the death
And you're the only thing that I want
I'm stroking your head before to hit you to death
Gently I'm slashing your throat with many knives
I am man in love and soon your blood is welling up

My adorable woman is hanging in the chains
Love is chaining and you can't move
And it's not the time yet to lay you down to your grave
'cause I take you to the wood and cross you in the dark

Now you're laying quietly when I was taking your heart away from you
We can share everything in the grave
The snow's gonna be red and voices so far away
Let's close everyone else out and let the heaven into our hearts..

Fuck me!

2008-11-04T19:45:00+02:00

Saw you in the dance floor
with your make up
and lips painted black
Knew that fucking want you

So fuck me in the dance floor!
Please!
You fucking fuck me!

Touch my hair
make me scream
and tell me I'm your slave
I saw you at the dance floor
and knew that you want me

So fuck me in the dance floor
Please, baby
Fuck me to the heaven!

Love, it's too binding

2008-11-02T15:27:00+02:00

Everybody need love, that's what I learned today. But still I think that in the end love only hurts more than makes you happy. And is love really a happy thing? Somehow I don't believe it. I think that every strong words are too binding and much-meaning. And so what if I am so jealous that I can't stand to be the second one? I just don't wanna be the second thing in your heart, just don't wanna lose myself. I can't stand to hear you telling me all your lovers from your past. Just don't wanna hear 'cause I hate to be the second one!

I hate!
I hate!
I hate!

And still I am just like you. You're not my first man, not the last one, not even the most beloved. But I won't tell it to you, even if I wanted. And even if I wait for you to ask that.. Just don't do it 'cause I don't mean to press myself on you.

Love, it's too binding I say. Forever love, immortal love.. nonexsistent. I hate every things about loving and being loved. I just don't undrestand why I can't be just like hate and angry, join and happines? Why does it have to tie so many things and chain, until you come depressed and wanna die? And love at first sight... there is fucking love at first sight!! Not until at the gates of heaven if you get as far someday.. I hate love and everything about it. I hate the person who invented love..

Love is a ugly word!!

If I Want So

2008-11-01T22:51:00+02:00

"You fucking bitch, come back here!"

In your dreams.
You can scream as much as you want, but can't stop me - even with police and dogs.
And you can't find me if I want so.
I can leave this country without using my pass.
I can do what ever I want without you telling me how to do.
I can change my name, I can start a new life.
I can be a man whore or just a whore or a layer or farmer.
You can't stop me!

And I can disappear without anyone missing me.
And that's the truth and nothing but the truth.
No one knows my name,
no one knows my past
and no one cares what I do

Am I living or dead?

I'm just in your head if I want so.
And I can make you scream like child, if I want so.
And when you're talking to me

they look you like a doctor looks his/her mental patient
'cause I am nonexistent.
I am just in your head,
just in your mind,
just in your imagination.

You wanna hear more?
You wanna know me better?
I know you do,
but that's too long story for only one day.
Maybe I come back, if you WANT SO.

For Now And Never

2008-11-01T22:45:00+02:00

Can't you heart my call
remember when I'm gone
I stand on your soul
my bare feets are cold and numb

Look me what I am
remains of a broken man

Told you won't be here forever
love was us for now and never